This is the hardest part. I gave blood at 8:00 a.m. and now I wait.
I feel that I should intuitively know if there's another soul growing inside of me but I don't feel that. Also, no discharge or implantation bleeding like before. Even though that pregnancy ended in miscarriage, it was a sure sign something real was happening.
I asked the nurse to leave me a message with the results because I have no plans to pick up my phone. Total wuss! Who have I become? It's too painful for me to hear, "Negative" one more time, knowing it's our last chance for a child of our own, that's who.
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